what life do i choose?

The following is 2 lives in my opinion..2 ways of living explained from my experiences..if you disagree or agree with anything written here please feel free to leave a comment! enjoy.


Life numba 1: Living the street life is complicated..there are rules and unspoken laws that you are expected to live by..living the street life is makin choices then and there not worring about what the consequences may be..having your crew back no matta what happens..even if its your friends on the other side of the line you gotta have your crews back..parting and doing drugs..staying out until all hours of the night not caring whats suppose to be happening tomorrow..always getting in trouble and bitched at by whoever..do what you want, say what you wana, be what you want.. when you live the street life you live by different morals and rules..a different look upon life and what the view is..now beef is a whole different story..if you want beef then beef is what your gona get..you cant call someone out and expect shit not to pop off..and when it does its crew against crew..never one on one..living the gangsta life is constantly watchin the scene..knowing whats going down..and whats not..its having a crew but not a family..always on tha grind..that just the gist of it..like i said livin the street life is complicated if you never lived it..

Life numba 2: Living the Christian life is so different..change is like the biggest factor when converting..if you love how things are and you dont want nothing to change then stay the same way..but i you want to get into the Holy city then you have to earn it..in a way its like the street life because its complicating..but either way you have to make a choice..living the Christian life has its advantages and its disadvantages..lets start with the disadvantages: well you cant do what you want anymore..you could but not with out consequence..things in life are going to get harder because you have to make the decision to do the right thing..your old friends are going to drift away from you..people are going to look at you in a different way..you are going to find yourself trying to figure things out on you own more now than ever(but don't because you need Him)..you constantly question things that are brought to you attention..to figure them out you are going to have to ask someone to help you..sometimes you may not agree with the truth but you have to because if it is written then have to obey it..advantages of being a Christian are(in no particular order): you have eternal life..and no matter what God is always there for you if you need him to be..being filled with the Holy spirit is the most amazing thing you could ever experience..knowing that you have a purpose..you learn how to do thing the way they were meant to be done.. people say "well how am i suppose to know weather or not what i am doing with my life is right or not"..you'll learn how to live and if you have a hard time learning someone will be there to help you..praying is all you have to do to have a conversation with God whenever you want..you know i was a really messed up person before i cam to Christ..i was lost and alone..trying to figure out life on my own which ended with me in rehab and a loss of a lot of people who i thought were my friends..i lost contact with family..i looked like i was the living dead..i went buy how i wanted to live rather than how i should have been living..you know what one of the best things about being a Christian is..being happy, having real friend who love you and care about what happens to you..knowing that someone is always happy to see you..and someone is concerned to see you sad..learning the truth about life..and actually trying to do right..but the absolute best thing..God loves you!