Current mood: you know i could tell you even if i wanted to..
so heres the thing..some day i dont know what i want anymore..i mean i know that i want to be a Christian and that i want to glorify him..bu then again some days i just wonder..what if..now i know that i should not be going by the "what if" scenario but seriously what if what i am doing is not right what if my life is just one big sham..here's my situation..
what if there is someone higher than God? What is God has a God..What if there are multiple Gods but we don't know that because we are only to know what we are suppose to know..take aliens for example..what if they have a different God and they were able to create their"world" to their likings..the other night i was thinking about this..what if there ARE a number of Gods but each one runs things differently..i know that there is a heaven and a hell and i know what will happen if i don't obey my God but then again what if i was created just for the sake of making one Gods world greater than the other..how many are there..what if my God has to check in with his God like i have to with mine..what if there really is no God and just by chance we are here..last night while lying in bed i was thinking about thins and i prayed that God would help me answer this because i didn't want to be thinking about it anymore..but i just kept thinking and kept wondering.....what if?
the other night i decided to quit smoking pot..i even signed a contract with a good friend of mine..but i went and messed it up..you see smoking pot is a very difficult situation to explain..i like doing it..other than it being a sin and having my church family tell me i should be doing it i don't really find anything wrong with it..the bible said that we should be sober in thought..but i am not obeying because i get high..i live a double life..in one life i am a Christian..in the other a gangsta..do you have any idea how frikkin hard it is to be living a double life? man it sucks..it is so hard to keep up..you see the problem is i have doubts about my faith..i don't talk about it because they are stupid and i shouldn't even be thinking again it..but then that question comes up again...what if..or even what if not..
what would you do? because honestly right now i dont have a clue.....until next time
mo
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I just want people to know the real definition of a team...please take the time and actualy read it
Team
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For the River in the North-East of England, see: River Team.
A team comprises any group of people or animals linked in a common purpose. A group in itself does not necessarily constitute a team. There are however many components that make up a team like manager and agents.
Thus teams of sports players can form (and re-form) to practice their craft. Transport logistics executives can select teams of horses, dogs or oxen for the purpose of conveying goods.
Theorists in business in the late 20th century popularized the concept of constructing teams. Differing opinions exist on the efficacy of this new management fad. Some see "team" as a four-letter word: overused and under-useful. Others see it as a panacea that finally realizes the human relations movement's desire to integrate what that movement perceives as best for workers and as best for managers. Still others believe in the effectiveness of teams, but also see them as dangerous because of the potential for exploiting workers — in that team effectiveness can rely on peer pressure and peer surveillance. Teams are especially appropriate for conducting tasks that are high in complexity and have many interdependent subtasks.
Compare the more structured/skilled concept of a crew, and the advantages of formal and informal partnerships.
Large teams can sub-divide into sub-teams according to need.
Many teams go through a life-cycle of stages, identified by Bruce Tuckman as: forming, storming, norming, performing and adjourning.
[edit] Types of Teams
Of particular importance is the concept of different types of teams. A bright line is usually drawn between "independent" and "interdependent" teams. To continue the sports team example, a football team is clearly an interdependent team: no significant task can be accomplished without the help of essentially all team members, team members typically specialize in different tasks (carrying the ball, kicking the ball, blocking opposing players), and the success of every individual is inextricably bound to the success of the whole team. No quarterback, no matter how talented, has ever won a season by playing alone.
On the other hand, a tennis team is a classic example of an independent team: matches are played and won by individuals or partners, every person performs basically the same actions, and whether one player wins or loses has no direct effect on the performance of the next player. If all team members each perform the same basic tasks, such as students working problems in a math class, or outside sales employees making phone calls, then it is likely an independent team. They may be able to help each other — perhaps by offering advice or practice time, by providing moral support, or by helping in the background during a busy time — but each individual's success is primarily due to each individual's own efforts. Tennis players do not win their own matches merely because the rest of their teammates did, and math students do not pass tests merely because their neighbors know how to solve the equations.
Coaching an 'interdependent" team like a football team necessarily requires a different approach from coaching an "independent" team. An interdependent team benefits from getting to know the other team members socially, from developing trust in each other, and from conquering artificial challenges (such as offered in outdoors ropes courses).
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Jump to: navigation, search
For the River in the North-East of England, see: River Team.
A team comprises any group of people or animals linked in a common purpose. A group in itself does not necessarily constitute a team. There are however many components that make up a team like manager and agents.
Thus teams of sports players can form (and re-form) to practice their craft. Transport logistics executives can select teams of horses, dogs or oxen for the purpose of conveying goods.
Theorists in business in the late 20th century popularized the concept of constructing teams. Differing opinions exist on the efficacy of this new management fad. Some see "team" as a four-letter word: overused and under-useful. Others see it as a panacea that finally realizes the human relations movement's desire to integrate what that movement perceives as best for workers and as best for managers. Still others believe in the effectiveness of teams, but also see them as dangerous because of the potential for exploiting workers — in that team effectiveness can rely on peer pressure and peer surveillance. Teams are especially appropriate for conducting tasks that are high in complexity and have many interdependent subtasks.
Compare the more structured/skilled concept of a crew, and the advantages of formal and informal partnerships.
Large teams can sub-divide into sub-teams according to need.
Many teams go through a life-cycle of stages, identified by Bruce Tuckman as: forming, storming, norming, performing and adjourning.
[edit] Types of Teams
Of particular importance is the concept of different types of teams. A bright line is usually drawn between "independent" and "interdependent" teams. To continue the sports team example, a football team is clearly an interdependent team: no significant task can be accomplished without the help of essentially all team members, team members typically specialize in different tasks (carrying the ball, kicking the ball, blocking opposing players), and the success of every individual is inextricably bound to the success of the whole team. No quarterback, no matter how talented, has ever won a season by playing alone.
On the other hand, a tennis team is a classic example of an independent team: matches are played and won by individuals or partners, every person performs basically the same actions, and whether one player wins or loses has no direct effect on the performance of the next player. If all team members each perform the same basic tasks, such as students working problems in a math class, or outside sales employees making phone calls, then it is likely an independent team. They may be able to help each other — perhaps by offering advice or practice time, by providing moral support, or by helping in the background during a busy time — but each individual's success is primarily due to each individual's own efforts. Tennis players do not win their own matches merely because the rest of their teammates did, and math students do not pass tests merely because their neighbors know how to solve the equations.
Coaching an 'interdependent" team like a football team necessarily requires a different approach from coaching an "independent" team. An interdependent team benefits from getting to know the other team members socially, from developing trust in each other, and from conquering artificial challenges (such as offered in outdoors ropes courses).
Thursday, November 09, 2006
got something on the mind
Current Mood: stable and thinking like crazee
do you ever think so much you think you are actually crazy because no one should think this much becasue well if you think of it thinking is just talking to your self, as long as you're not talking to yourself out loud when you are around other people..anyways..i am a thinker..i don't necessarily think things to resolution but more of just thinking about things in general..kind of like stressing over something..not meaning to..but none the less stressing..for instance..last night i dreamt about work all night because well thats what occupies me a lot during the days..i would dream that i am helping a customer but when i gave the customer their receipt i would wake up..this happened like 6 times..my sleep last night was horrible..during the days its crazee though because that's when i am thinking about the big stuff..like personal problems i have been having..trying to do the best i can at being a Christian, diong my best to help with neXus and Sundays..trying not to take on everything on my own or not over loading my schedule..it seems like i have not made very much time for myself latley which is alright but i havent been making much time for God which is not so good..things in my life are just going so fast that i am trying to go through all these things on my own and i am getting my but kicked..i dont know why i just can't think to lean on Him when i am weak..i wish i would becasue i know that if i do things will be okay..i am still having a hard time with praying at times but i am trying..i havent had a really good worship time in a while so i am really looking forward to youth tomorrow night..i really need it..kali is still in australia and i really miss her..i keep meaning to write her an eamil but i just get so busy and i keep putting it off..it seems like i have been putting off a lot latley..kali come back in march..cant wait..terrin ia coming back from CPC on sunday which is pretty cool.. i have missed her a lot too..we defiantly need to dedicate some long awaited gaming time..work is going really well, but someitmes it drives me nuts..i always have a smile on my faceand i understand that some people have bad days but why be mean to someone when they are being really nice to you..it just doesnt make sense..i love my HD's (head cashiers) they are so much fun..well there is one i dont really like but i am nice to her anyway..i am not going to like everyone i meet right..i really miss my aunties from alberta..i use to see them like 3 times a year but now i have not seen them for about 4 years..i sure hope they come in for Christmas it would be great to see them..
you know when i think about it i live a very different life from when i was a non-Christian..and it is the same life i see everyone who i use to hang around with living..you know you think you are happy but its just because you are hiding the big empty hole inside of you..you know its there but no one else has to know..i was depressed and angry at the world..i took it out on myself and got addicted to drugs and got myself clean again..i fought with my mom my whole life..i made fun of other people so people wouldnt make fun of me..i never listen to anyone..i always did what i wanted and never cared what anyone else had to say..i thought i knew it all and you know what i was pretty good at convincing others that i knew it all too..i was so good at the game i could even fool myself..all your life you ignore what everyone tells you..they said dont smoke so i smoked..they said dont do drugs so i did drugs..they said go to your room i said screw you! you think the world is out to get you..but then one day something happens to you and you begin to understand..you start hearing yourself telling other people what people told you your whole life..or atleast thats what happened to me..one day it was just like a giant switch got turned on and it all made sense..i tried everything to make it throgh life but i found the way..its harder than living a life full of sin..harder than having fun a doing what i want..but its a one way ticket to the Holy City..i have dedicated my life to Christ..and i am doing my best do right..it gets so hard sometimes becasue it is just so easy to just say whatever go fuck up everything i have worked so hard for..and for what..to give satisfaction to satan? i dont think so..i want to glorify my God not dissapoint Him..i want to live they way He wants me to..i want to do the things He needs me to do..because without Him i am nothing..i am not saying what people tell me i am saying what i have learned from living..how can people be so blind..how can they deny Him so easily when He was the one who created them? How can they empower satan by going along with his dirty scemes..how shameful they must look in the eyes of Our Lord..we Christian need to come together and spread the Word of our Father and help these poor lost souls find their way..find what they are ment to be doing..we need to help them find the light..we need to set the example for non-Christian..how are they going to know which way to go if we are showing them mixed signals..it is time we take a stand and make examples of our Father..
God bless the lost souls..i pray that God will send someone to help guide you in times of trial and need
God bless the servants of Christ..lets make our Father proud..spread the Gospel
for now this is what i have to say..until next time
-Mollie
do you ever think so much you think you are actually crazy because no one should think this much becasue well if you think of it thinking is just talking to your self, as long as you're not talking to yourself out loud when you are around other people..anyways..i am a thinker..i don't necessarily think things to resolution but more of just thinking about things in general..kind of like stressing over something..not meaning to..but none the less stressing..for instance..last night i dreamt about work all night because well thats what occupies me a lot during the days..i would dream that i am helping a customer but when i gave the customer their receipt i would wake up..this happened like 6 times..my sleep last night was horrible..during the days its crazee though because that's when i am thinking about the big stuff..like personal problems i have been having..trying to do the best i can at being a Christian, diong my best to help with neXus and Sundays..trying not to take on everything on my own or not over loading my schedule..it seems like i have not made very much time for myself latley which is alright but i havent been making much time for God which is not so good..things in my life are just going so fast that i am trying to go through all these things on my own and i am getting my but kicked..i dont know why i just can't think to lean on Him when i am weak..i wish i would becasue i know that if i do things will be okay..i am still having a hard time with praying at times but i am trying..i havent had a really good worship time in a while so i am really looking forward to youth tomorrow night..i really need it..kali is still in australia and i really miss her..i keep meaning to write her an eamil but i just get so busy and i keep putting it off..it seems like i have been putting off a lot latley..kali come back in march..cant wait..terrin ia coming back from CPC on sunday which is pretty cool.. i have missed her a lot too..we defiantly need to dedicate some long awaited gaming time..work is going really well, but someitmes it drives me nuts..i always have a smile on my faceand i understand that some people have bad days but why be mean to someone when they are being really nice to you..it just doesnt make sense..i love my HD's (head cashiers) they are so much fun..well there is one i dont really like but i am nice to her anyway..i am not going to like everyone i meet right..i really miss my aunties from alberta..i use to see them like 3 times a year but now i have not seen them for about 4 years..i sure hope they come in for Christmas it would be great to see them..
you know when i think about it i live a very different life from when i was a non-Christian..and it is the same life i see everyone who i use to hang around with living..you know you think you are happy but its just because you are hiding the big empty hole inside of you..you know its there but no one else has to know..i was depressed and angry at the world..i took it out on myself and got addicted to drugs and got myself clean again..i fought with my mom my whole life..i made fun of other people so people wouldnt make fun of me..i never listen to anyone..i always did what i wanted and never cared what anyone else had to say..i thought i knew it all and you know what i was pretty good at convincing others that i knew it all too..i was so good at the game i could even fool myself..all your life you ignore what everyone tells you..they said dont smoke so i smoked..they said dont do drugs so i did drugs..they said go to your room i said screw you! you think the world is out to get you..but then one day something happens to you and you begin to understand..you start hearing yourself telling other people what people told you your whole life..or atleast thats what happened to me..one day it was just like a giant switch got turned on and it all made sense..i tried everything to make it throgh life but i found the way..its harder than living a life full of sin..harder than having fun a doing what i want..but its a one way ticket to the Holy City..i have dedicated my life to Christ..and i am doing my best do right..it gets so hard sometimes becasue it is just so easy to just say whatever go fuck up everything i have worked so hard for..and for what..to give satisfaction to satan? i dont think so..i want to glorify my God not dissapoint Him..i want to live they way He wants me to..i want to do the things He needs me to do..because without Him i am nothing..i am not saying what people tell me i am saying what i have learned from living..how can people be so blind..how can they deny Him so easily when He was the one who created them? How can they empower satan by going along with his dirty scemes..how shameful they must look in the eyes of Our Lord..we Christian need to come together and spread the Word of our Father and help these poor lost souls find their way..find what they are ment to be doing..we need to help them find the light..we need to set the example for non-Christian..how are they going to know which way to go if we are showing them mixed signals..it is time we take a stand and make examples of our Father..
God bless the lost souls..i pray that God will send someone to help guide you in times of trial and need
God bless the servants of Christ..lets make our Father proud..spread the Gospel
for now this is what i have to say..until next time
-Mollie
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