so obviously yesterday was not a good day. what could have gone wrong last night pretty much went wrong last night..but other than the fact it really bothered me inside i didn't show it which is a good thing because i tend to make it known when I'm grouchy. i still kinda feel the same way today because i dont have to be at youth for like another 6 and a half hours which totally sucks the big one! I'm not sure what i am going to do today yet. when i think about it there not much to do..i could clean my room but..meh totally not down for that..
i don't work today do that wont kill no time..i have slept all that i possible can for today..every ones pretty much at school or at work which sucks because i cant even go chill with some friends..hmm..what to do today..what to do..
i still havent smoked any pot since Tuesday which is the longest i have gone in a long time..i went 23 days before..like 4 years ago or something like that..it was a bet but i on the 23rd day i blew it and had a hoot..just think about it makes me wonder how my life would have turned out if i had quit smoking pot that day..actually its really got me thinking..would i be a Christian today if i hadn't smoked weed? I'm not even going to go there right now on here..
i am dying with bordom..that would suck to die like that..just be so friggin bored that eventually you just die..that's messed..
i really miss my friend Kyle..he has been gone for just over a week now but it seems longer than that for me..Prolly seems less for him..he really is a great guy..i love that he believes in God and that even know he is struggling right now with somethings he is not giving up..such an inspiration to me..he is one person i definitely know i will know for life..stay cool Mr.Jeffery!
well i don't really have anything else to say being as theres nothing going on to talk about so i will end it here..have a good day!
always, mollie-ann
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