i had a crummy sleep..crummy dreams all night..i woke up and felt crummy..i looked outside and its crummy out there..when i looked in the mirror i have crummy bags under my eyes..so of course its turning into a very crummy day..
Usually i have something i want to talk about but not today because i cant even get my thoughts organized today. I am getting bored with my life right now. Something needs to happen..something needs to change..see for me if things are not changing i get bored. Today is day two of being couped up ALONE in my room on this God forsaken computer, in this God forsaken house..i am very bitter today and I'm not sure why. Maybe its because I'm alone, or because some of my "so called friends" aren't being friends at all. Well they are i just expect too much from them.
The thing that flipped the switch today was the frikkin juice jug. Every time she finishes the juice she leaves the empty jug in the damn fridge. Okay i can understand if someone drinks all the juice and doesn't make More..that's fine.. BUT TAKE THE DAMN JUG OUT OF THE FRIDGE so the next person knows to make more..it was find the first 10 times but common the counter is like 3 feet away from the fridge..its not that hard..MAN
I am struggling with the hardest thing i have ever attempted to do..quitting smoking pot..seriously its frikkin ridiculous..i quit doing coke and i thought that was hard..then i quit smoking and i thought that was hard but compared to this those things were nothing and i mean it..all i ever think about is pot..when i don't have it i get bitchy..i didn't smoke pot yesterday and i have not yet today and i don't think i will because i have to leave for work in 45 minuets then after work I'm coming straight home..the real test is going to be after that because i don't work for 5 frikkin days..what am i going to do with myself..i have no clue but what i do know is that i am not anticipating it but whatever happens will happen..oh and did i mention that with the not smoking pot i have 0 appatite..none at all..i made KD so i could eat before work becasue i have not eaten anything yet today, i had one bite and was discusted by food..
my room is mess I'm broke and right now i just don't give a shiet about much..i don't even wanna write no more right now.
~ mollie-ann
and to top it all of u just missed my FUCKING bus for work..now my grandpa has to come a drive me..i know i shouldnt say it but what else can go wrong today
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Heyyyyy Mollie.
I know we don't talk much, (actually.. haven't talked since Aladdin i think)
Crummy days really suck, i know how you feel.. i've had a very crummy past couple weeks, absolute shittastic.
I had no idea you were doing coke/pot :/.. wow, the things you find out from reading someone's journal..
I'm proud of you for quitting smoking/coke..
I can't really say anything on the pot.. But you know my bf james, well he smoked pot for like 10 years, and quit cold turkey, and i saw what he went through, so i know it's going to be hard. But i believe you can do it!!
Anyways, i hope your days get better, and i hope you're doing well.
I'll try to keep in touch some more, i feel bad for not doing that, even though i have you on MSN..
Check out my website, my blog is on there, if you ever want to keep in touch that way.
Hey Miss Mollie
I did give you a a shout around 9:10 your time not to shortly after I wrote my blog...but I got the answering machine. Gee you don't have much faith in me that I will call :) but I thought that I would let you know that just in case you never got the message...I said that If I dont call you tomorrow night that It would be fore sure on the Monday or Tuesday...haha don't think just because where 1000 miles away from each other that your going to get away from me that easy (l0l) but ill e-mail you before I call that way you know to listen for me or MSN yah. Or just both...and don't forget...Get a rythem when you get the blues.
PS keep your head up
Your friend Mr Jeffery's
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